What You Probably Want to Tell Me But Don't Have the Balls To

what motivation do i have to keep trying
if you just keep making excuses to fill in this void
nothing but time and distance between us
again, what motivation do i have to keep trying

if you're not even here

i get it, life happens
but you need to remember where you came from
you can't run forever
and you need to remember i'm still waiting
for you

you're flying high, and that's alright
but what happens when you come crashing down (and i'm not there)?
too far away, all your mistakes
will pile up when you realize i'm gone

and you're not even here

i get it, life happens
but you need to remember where you came from
you can't run forever
and you need to remember i'm still waiting
for you

seven years and you're not the same
why would i want to stay friends with what you've changed into?