Adieu

i'm just trying to find the things i lack

so can you reach into the depths and bring me back?

i'm just letting everything go

i knew i wasn't your home

this is the first time i'm writing out anything in about three weeks

it feels like forever since you brought me to my knees

let it go, let it go, that's what my father's saying

well, i can try but i can't stop memories replaying

if this is my fault i will gladly accept the burden

i'm just trying to find the things i lack

so can you reach into the depths and bring me

love and everything else is just illusion

without you here, i fear i'll disappear

i know in the back of my mind to know hope

but i also know that you're gone

in my mind, i keep calling out to you

but so far i haven't felt anything 

your presence is still lingering here

if this is my fault i will gladly accept the burden

the weight of the world is nothing compared to this

i'm just trying to find the things i lack

so can you reach into the depths and bring me back my mind?

this is the first time i'm writing out anything in about three weeks

it feels like it's been forever

the thing i'll regret most will be on my wedding day

where we would've danced as old friends, like we played

you'd smile and hug me saying "congratulations

i'm glad you're doing fine…"

i'm just trying to find the things i lack

it's been forever and a day and i can't go back

i gotta move forward for me and you

there's nothing more to say, adieu